'No Daddy's Girl'

Allow me to introduce myself to the world. I am Porcher (Por'sha) LaShay Moore. I grew up with no father. I recently met my father and his family and I realized just how tortured my soul is. Don't get me wrong I am doing well. I am in college and I have defied all the odds of growing up in a single parent household. Still I just realized that if my own father didn't love me, how and why would there be any hope of any other man loving me. I wrote this for the other women out there that feel the way I feel. It hurts so much. Even now as I type this my heart is breaking. I am so lost right now. I saw him three times in 22 years but I have two other sisters that get to see him everyday and all I can feel is DAMN, why wasn't I good enough for you to take care of or protect or even call to see how I was doing!